Draw me the warm sunlight; sketch me the chilly breeze and paint my world in shade of fall.

I won't deny that I wish to have an autumn views here in Cambodia.

Khaer KADEK Tleark Kjol (Autumn Season) has rolled around for few days already, but I don't feel a slight chill of the breeze. I guess we can't feel it this early but in a week or so. Do you think autumn is a great excuse to get warm and cozy and especially being lazy in this miserable chill? I pretty much do. But usually I don't find myself being lazy during this season thought, but more productive. I think during autumn here, people are being more active than ever. It's a marriage season after all. So Ah hah, you see my point. They gotta run around checking those things off their to-do-list.

We can't expect much from autumn here though, except wedding invitations. Lolz. And I got 3 already. You can't see those beautiful views in hazel nuts or earth muddy or vibrant or warm beige or neutral color here, but there are times I saw some falling leaves on the ground and they took my breathe away.

So ladies – Yeay Yeay circle, I expect another Saturday cozy catch up in the yard of coffee shop, when we feel the chill touch us. What do you think? And this time I promise to bring my knitting stuffs along. Haha.

You painted me a perfect day.

A perfect mug of delicious drink.

A great lines from a book you can't quite put down.

A sunset that completely and extremely take your breath away.

A moon and a hundred stars in the sky that you can't get enough of gazing at.

A field of grass that you die to lie down and just lie down.

A song from long ago that carries the memory of good times.

An email from a beloved asking, "Hello, how are you and how was your day?"

A sweet, sweet, sweet notes and surprises that pretty much makes you go head over heals in love with.

A man who loves you, who's really pretty amazing and whom you love and adore with all your heart.

All the awesome reasons why it's good to be alive, to be loved and to love.

Silly Saturday with two freaks! Yeay Tout & Mak Ming

A Coffee catch-up, but instead I ended up grabbing myself Green Tea latte and Green Apple juice. Yeay Tout was allergic of coffee but the baby girl in her needed chocolate, so yeah chocolate shake to begin with. Mak Ming was too old for coffee, so she got herself an Ice Green Tea latte and Apple & Carrot juice. Green Tea red bean cake, Banana bread, chocolate cookie and nuttie cookie. All are my favorite. Just a bite of it, my cough found way back to me again! AGAIN! Girl’s talk! Say cheese! Loud and lame by being crazy over talking silly pictures. These old ladies deleted their silly teeth-less pics while I’ve gone to the loo. No more insane pics to be left with, but sane. I should have killed them all! Geez! Well, Book swap!!! But gosh, I forgot to bring my knitting and crocheting basket to share them! LOL

Traffic jam. Home late. The End.

One silly, but great day!

Dreary October

I was anxious not to get things go, but then I tried to do.

I was anxious to be understood but I tried hard not to resent those who don't.

I was anxious for things to go my way when I wanted them to, but I took a breath and a big step back and tried to seek patience instead.

I was anxious to be loved unconditionally but I tried not to let that stop me from loving others and hard.

I was/am anxious to be happy with who I am, right here, right now, but I tried/try to give myself a break and just be happy.

That's what I've been trying. hard.



Now I'm aiming to set my eyes on my going-to-be everyday in the near future on taking in the moments and then letting them go; on forming few attachments, except to the ones who rock my world; on being thankful at the end of each day that I'd make it through and have enough leftover to live.

This October is going to be the most depressive and dreary month that I'm going to remember. Because I can't keep promise to myself to this post anymore.

Let's end it all here. October.
Say hello to my new chapter in the fresh November, which I wonder what it's going to have in store, especially without a single plan and goal at all.