been there, done that…

taken on the way to Kampot

Pretty much there's a feeling of enjoyment out of nowhere, but inside me.
Because of the current shot I'm in.
Because of where I've been and what I've done.
And I seem to pay less attention to whom I'm with.

There's a warn...
I was told I'm being missed.
I was told I'm like a thousand mile away.
I was told if I could give a little time for people I've never had time for.
I was told to think about who I'm with while I'm doing it.

pathetic

Listen to: Diane Birch
Mood: Not that great. I know what I feel. I'm just not sure whether I really ought to be feeling it.
Do you think human being is pathetic?
Out of blue, regarding with human being, the closer I look, the more I find it very pathetic.

Taken at Prek Kampi, Kratie

with hope and faith.

with expectation.

with everything we greed about.

with silly and absurd ideas we make up.

with craziness we can’t get it over with.

with vulnerabilities we're unable to show.

with all the sadness we're unable to let it go.

with those happiness we unable to hold a bit longer.

with emotional existences we allow ourselves to sleep in.

with stupid ideas for others’ attention.

with those scenes and we have to play our parts.

with every pretending we simulate.

with our anxiety that stir our serenity.

with inabilities to be consoled or comforted when in doom and gloom.

with all those surge of feeling we struggle to fight.

with strength and courage that take a hell out of us to muster.

with those weaknesses we can’t figure out.

with all the strong parts we exert a great deal of force and effort to grow.

with those fortuitous coincidences in commotion.

with those ignorance we need a hell of time and experience to get rid of.

with other person’s love to fulfill our happiness.

with being unable to be contented in within by ourselves, but others.

with etc… etc… etc you name it.

most of all, with all the reasons why we are to be alive.

But what to make it more pathetic is, even though, we acknowledge those facts, we don’t seem to know how to chase it away.

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