You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about the dreams, wishes and future.
ones which came true,
ones which I let go,
ones which I’m waiting for,
ones which have dissolved,
ones which came out unexpectedly and differently
and ones which I’ve never imagined, but I gave up, and I didn't want to give up.

I've currently been thinking about one, and seem to be overloaded with new ideas, decisions and many things, but much to the dismay. However, I'm impatient to get started on all those things I've got lined up, but I think for best results, I must be selective.

I now think big, aim high, be the best., which I never did, which is the most I'm afraid of.
But I want what best for the long-run.

So I suddenly decided to move, to go for it, no matter what. I decided I will focus on one coming along. I don't want to give up like I ever did. I don't want to let the fear goes better of me. I know my direction now and I hope it won't be dissolved. Again.

More importantly, I'm ready to get on my feet to fall into a work-work-work mode in coming months, which is what I desperately expect and fear at the same time.

Here I am, taking my baby steps.