Monday, May 9, 2011

The remain of the day.

Maybe it's beyond what you expect.
The impossible expectation you yearn for after a long tiring day.


IMG_5389

I've finally traveled 24 provinces and I'm proud of it.

During my travels, I fell in love often with countryside, esp. BTB where I could see beautiful clouds move back and forth; PL where you could never tired to enjoy the bluest sky on the summer day; MDKR where you can find the most greenest place for a better escape; RTNKR where you can see the most beautiful stars, and sky; KCG, the most peaceful place I once I think might end up there at my very old age... etc.

And maybe there's one noisiest, muddiest, and stressful place where you chase your life for life, but then, and the end of the day, if you could find something less stressful, but yet beautiful and romantic, that would be the best warming moment of the days. Like a quote from a book below:

"Beyond the wall that marked the end of the terrace, I could see for miles around the windows and back yards of the neighboring properties. A lot of the windows were lit, and the ones in the distance, if you narrowed your eyes, looked almost like an extension of the stars. This roof terrace wasn't large, but there was definitely something romantic about it. You could imagine a couple, in the midst of busy city lives, coming out here on a warm evening and strolling around the potted shrubs, in each other's arms, swapping stories about their day."

I particularly like the last line.

And for some reason, I'm stricken by this picture. It's taken on the 32th floor of Canadia Tower. I've never seen something like on the day time with my naked eyes, except the last 3 years I was on the plane. But it's definitely something else I utterly fell about it. Because I see it with a feeling. Because right now, it gives me a glimpse to remind me how life eat me up from the inside with my everyday stress and strain.

Last 3 years, it was the beginning, it's hard to see everything with my true feeling.
And today, I have plenty of times to be torn in between, to shout, to scream out loud and to tell what I've been feeling and how my days look like.

And that's SUCK!


8 comments:

Anonymous said...

We need at least somebody to share our days. I need that too.

A Secret admirer of you.

Cambodian Daughter said...

They say we can turn our lives around, just by a shift of our thoughts. Maybe everything in the world is suck, but not all the times. People who travel a lot, learn a lot too, so the best is yet to come for you.

Sokunna said...

Life sucks, sometimes. I hate that part too, but Nathary is right, it's important to shift our thoughts. Not to add up more problems when we're already down (as we naturally do most of the time), but to think of the more beautiful and better things, the ones that usually cheer you up.
Look! you've captured one the most beautiful view of Phnom Penh. You're very gifted in capturing wonderful scenes, so be thankful for that.

I used to get stress over stress, and it doesn't make things better but only makes me more stressful... and that's SUPER SUCK!

panharath said...

@N: Yes it's not all-the-time suck! But we don't like that moment, do we?

@kunna: Thank you. It's hard to block out suck moment and think only good thing you know.

Hahaha... maybe I should cheer you up!! let's me say, "Cheer up, Kunna."

Neilly said...

Life has every tastes...sadness and happiness are the inalienable elements of life. Everyone just need to enjoy happiness and endure sadness, yet never back down.

Hope you can find the suitable way to win over what you called SUCK...

Panhawath said...
This comment has been removed by the author.
Panharath said...

Thank you for all your beautiful comments. It's encouraging! Mean roub Mean tuk! Hmmmmmmm

Anonymous said...

like the picture. like your writing style. :d

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...