Blink Blink... Crummy Eyes...

Some determinations are failed. No. They are not. They are just meant to be failed. Obviously, they are stricken out.

1- Read more. [But at least I've done with Shopaholic & Baby! teehee]
2- Cut down drinking coffee and junk foods.
2- Cut back on expense.

I've been sitting at desk with many freaking works to do, mails to be sent, approvals to be confirmed. But now I'm doing nothing. I'm writing this post instead, just to moan my blah blah bitty blah. RIGHT NOW, I'm in mood of going out and enjoy seeing the world outside since I've been only staying in office and home. But haha, I'm going to have VN lunch at Derm Champa with Bong Bong soon and gonna hang around for hours, then get back to stick with those papers till 8pm or 9pm I guess. Denith informed me that all 5steps members are going to gather tomorrow at 5h30pm at Sovanna. And I missed it again. Sorry.

There are works at office needed to be finalized and new to be started. At home, there are some translations to be finished as it due and NOW a new 30 pages comes again! Oh man, phew! phew! How could I possibly finish it by deadline? They come together at once and I don't know how to make time out of it. But that's not the problem at all, the major thing is MY CRUMMY EYES ARE IN A BAD SITUATION. I don't know how to soothe it away.

It makes me get to feel how hard Pa used to be. How he cannot be able to read the book he wants. This is how health plays the important role for any human life. Now it's getting to happen to me, so he strictly and firmly said, "No reading, no staying long time in front of computer! Esp. NO READING! If you don't want to live yourself with regret!"

I frequently have to squeeze my eyes very hard. And most of time, I blink, blink and blink. Spontaneously. I didn't notice, but they did, even my both brothers. They said it's gonna become my bad habit of keeping blinking all the time. They said I look so STUPID, like a real nerd, when I blink my eyes so often. But what can I do? If I don't, I hardly keep my eyes open.

This time Pa is really serious about my eyes. He also said, "You also cannot start your school too! It's OK, you can suspend it more months. Just try to relax your eyes before it's TOO LATE! Don't be like ME! Btw, when will you be able to see doctor again? Must be this weekend! No later than sooner!" and I said, "Umm, soon, I guess! Look, I have a lot of works to do as well as those translations. So maybe on 1st?", he said, "I'm SURE you WILL SAY this, you will say you need to finish your work due to deadline and all that jazz! And Why don't just deny to do those translation?", I tried to find a reasonable excuse, but there's no use, so I ended up by saying, "Yeah, I suppose. It's the end of the week already; as you know, I have to finalize those works. And those translation, I've accepted it already. I didn't want to get those works too, but I just want to learn, you know? Try to translate as much as I can. who know? your daughter would become a professional one someday, though I don't like!", He said, "It's up to you. But tell you again, be aware of it, otherwise, you will regret for the rest of you life. And one more thing, it doesn't take you more than 1 hour to see doctor, does it? No more excuse, let's go this Sunday!" I opened my mouth to object but then closed. I knew that my Jom tors kmean proseth pheap!

Well, you cannot neither come up with any excuse with your Dad nor your Mum. Because the problem is, for the best or worst of you, they KNOW you very CLEARLY.

Ai, Gotta go now.