Sunday, September 26, 2010

when September ends...

… and knowing that October will come. The months which held the best memories I’ve ever had. Sweet and bitter. Best and worst. In-between September and October in last 3 years.

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...last 3 years, I found my path of true self through many tough decisions and through a journey of disbelief. And this tough journey made me a person I am today.

...last couple years, no matter how, I’m so grateful, so loved, so amazed by how fate brought a very nice person to me... embraced by my uncle's personalities. But thinking I don't deserve him and i didn't know how to love, I just run away.

...last year, I was in a very new journey in finding pieces of my true self. Though I was not confident enough, though I was not sure if I chose the right path, but it’s what I chose and I have to face it. At least, I was lucky enough to make decision; to go for it and to be responsible for it. However, I just want to be encouraged that I've done the best I could.

...this year, what can I put it? it hasn't ended yet. but my only wishes are to meet up with people I wanted to meet. I want to feel my progress. I want to spend more time with family.

Just realized how I love Sep-Oct after all these year.


5 comments:

Chanvetey said...

HA! Oct is my birth month! Hehe... well, just saying here.

Anyway, we all know that we can't get back to where there were more paths to choose since we external chose one. You are right, there is nothing more we can do about it besides facing it. So lets face it!

You know what, Mak yeay, I do understand how it feels like being a runner. I just hope that someday I will know that I am ready for someone.

Cheers!

=Jesyca= said...

Yoo!

I love September, too!!!

PS: Happy birthday in advance to Kelly!

Sok Sabay said...

Ei yas... So what you want from me huh, Oct-lady?

Some people never be lucky enough to decide and take responsibility. They only face and take responsibility upon other's decision.

Ooops, you're a runner too? Let's race then! LOL jkd. Well, me too... If I could turn back the time, I wish I was ready.

Sok Sabay said...

Jes, I wonder why.

=Jesyca= said...

I had lots of activities and fun-events in Sept, that's why I loved it.

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