2010 began, a drama has been steadily unfolding. I'm not entirely pleased with this. It seems harsh and hard, to say nothing of disappointing.
I suddenly feel like, every couple year, I have to fall back and start everything over.I t's ridiculous just to think of it. I feel like, "Shit! I keep coming back!". But keep telling myself not to lose my hope, which is what a friend of mine seriously told me once, "Don't lose yourself! Don't lose your hope!"
Well, I got a question for myself, which is what I have to think about "How to" broaden my ability and capacity on something I really put my head and heart on. Ok it's a very hard one.
Btw, right now I'm thinking about Kafka Tamura, who sees Miss Saeki as a smart person, which is exactly what I see in a certain person.
“She is very different from you, she overcome all kinds of obstacles, and not what you’d call normal obstacles, either. She knows all kinds of things you’re clueless about; she’s experienced a range of emotions you’ve never felt. The longer people live, the more they learn to distinguish what’s important from what’s not. She’s had to make a lot of critical decisions, and has seen the results. Again, she’s very different from you. You’re only a child who’s lived in a narrow world and experienced very little. You’ve worked hard to become stronger, and in some areas you actually have. That’s a fact. But now you find yourself in a new world, in a situation you’ve never been in before. It’s all new to you, so no wonder you feel confused.”
Quoted from Kafka On The Shore
by Haruki Murakami
Keep playing this quote in my head, helps slowing down my pace of anxiety and vitalize my hope!by Haruki Murakami
I'm also thinking of something fun, like going to swim with my ladies or play badminton to reduce some stress and anxiety. Maybe only after that activation I'm in. The late of FEB, probably. I hope I can make it! Yeh Yeh!
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Yeah, that's Panharath! I'm sure you can make it. Please never ever give up, cos the success comes to those who try for it and never give up!
Take care, Rath.
Hmm i told you so, let try to have time to go to swim with me so then i have someone to accompany after Mey leave...
lolz thank you Kelly. I'll see what I can do. Hey look like u got internet at home. Look, you posted around 8h!
J.Nha, we'll see if I can. After J.Mey leave, you still have bong lod! lolz
Why don't u keep that book for me to read too? Anyway, I used to hear that title of this story.
Yes, revitalize ur hope. Life's no big a deal.
Kafka on the Shore, don’t you remember? I think I use to tell you. The very first fiction I read 3 years ago. I told you I read it three times and I didn’t really catch a thing. I love this book because it got me feel like a dork. Because people said after reading it, I will be able to talk to cats, because I kept reading even while I was having lunch. lolz
Good news is I got it now back in Siem Reap weeks ago in a used bookstore. But I’ve not yet read. So I think I let you read first if you want.
Oh there’s a warning though! You might get to know about some of boy stuffs you don’t want to know. lolz Don’t be embarrassed, k?
Rath, are u telling that I'm too young to read boys stuff? It got me laughing. Honestly, I sometimes read the fictions that involve with you-know-what, but that's the part I like to read, of course, but good story is a good story, no matter what it contains inside, right?
Now, I remember, how I got to know this title, obviously from u! I admire myself that I still have a slightest memory about it. hehehe
U sound like u're back to a good mood. Everything's okay?
I thought that you are a kindergarten! lolzz Kidding. I'm not sure what other readers do when they read on, yeah you-what-what stuffs, but I always used to skip! lolz But now no! Cuz I used to be forced reading and editing those stuffs. I got no more embrassed, even talking in person abt it. lolzz some guys used to come to me for advice you know! lolzzz Crap!
I'm in good mood, yes! But I don't think it will last any longer!
I have to apologize the mistake I wrote in the last comment, the you-know-what part is NOT what I like to read. I forgot a NOT in my sentence so it might have changed the whole meaning, crap!
I probably ask u for advice too then. hehehe. Good to hear that u're feeling good. It will last as long as u keep it, you know.
Whahahahaha I knew it I knew it. But I don't bother to correct u. lolz
Ahh u gotta pay for consultant then! I can keep it, but I'm forced to change when i'm in worst situation.
Oh sorry for late reply. I have internet at home? Yes and No. Hard to explain.
Hehe, you girls are funny. And you're okay, Rath? You used "lolz" or "Hahaha" too much.
:-P
Kelly, u think she's confused the wrong pill or what?
Panharath, sadness is just the state of mind, that's nothing to do with circumstance. Hence, whether or not u feel good or bad over something is all in the mind. If u can control ur mind, then every circumstance is fine for u.
Oops, sorry I have attended too many hours in my logic class, if I drive u crazy too, that's my bad. Lol...
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Lolz. . . That's what i meant, NaThary! Okay, just joking about that.
So sorry Lyda, since i'm so busy recently, I'm afraid I can't have time for your research thesis!
Thank you.
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