Saturday, December 12, 2009

Being in Dec

All friends and people I love are born in December.
All inspired thought come through my head in December.

Think I have too much update recently. But who cares? I just want to write as I got nothing much to do. So I now try to come up with something to do, which I don’t know now, or maybe a little while later, I will figure out, hopefully.

It’s utterly restless when I don’t have something to keep myself busy, besides reading book and e-book. It’s not an easy feeling when you live your everyday doing nothing like this. That's suck.

But I have plenty of times to have a lot of talk with my family. Isn’t it nice? At home, there’s a load of thoughts pop up in mind and we do talk a lot about career-education-finance and marriage. Oh yes, marriage. It’s such a heat topic in my family forum now. HEAT.

I think I'm so alone after all. I thought I'm not. But no. Not anymore. Or is this just what stirring inside me? I don't know. I don't put this blame to people I care. I think it's all happening inside of me. The within battle.

But I'm really tired of listening to people. I wish I was a deaf. So we don't need to do listening things. And what If I cannot speak at all? So that I don't need to do talking thing. So that I can keep my big mouth shut. Not to spill any secret. Not to talk too much and all. And all I have to do, perhaps, is writing letters. You know, as far as I think, non-verbal communication might does the best job of expressing.

Okay, I guess I need a correspondent now who I can write to and who is good at keeping secrets. lolzz Isn't it nice if we have someone we can write letter back and forth?

Btw, I have number of books I tempt to finish and sure enough I can’t finish by the end of this December. Maybe because they’re mostly E-books. No afford for paper books. lolz. Suck.

Oh, there's two books which are highly recommended which I'm currently reading.
1- Blink by Malcolm Gladwell
2- Secret About Life by Barbara De Angelis

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4 comments:

=Jesyca= said...

Hey Pan,
I'm Dec kid! Hehe!!!
Remember last time I wrote in my blog - 10 random facts about me? "I'm a Saggi" *winks*

Cambodian Daughter said...

OMG! Panharath, u read the same book I have read! Blink! Blink!

Well, I wished I was deaf or mute, too. Only you said it first. Ppl keep talking and make u listening too much, I guess, that's one of the reason why I learn sign language, in case I suddenly fall mute or pretend to be. hehehe

At least u have something enjoyable to do, it's better to have a lot of unenjoyable things like me.

Sok Sabay said...

Really? What's about other books of Malcolm?

U should teach me some of those sign.

Cambodian Daughter said...

I own his book on blink, I don't have many of that. But blink is more about psychology or power of thinking without thinking. I love it. Hehehe

Maybe next time when we meet, I'll teach u some.ok?

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