Taken at Chow Hotel
The height of endurance is tumbling down with a great deal of massive chunk weighs down on the most buoyant small spirit. The unbearable moment start arising which is almost burst out as it seems, the heat of scourge is heating up relentlessly. It might be the really end of endurance. But what would happen if it’s being stopped unexpectedly? by nothing else, but self-commitment? The self-commitment which is not worth a bit of scrap of paper. Perhaps, it’s at least worth, but what happen if it’s just something to do with the act of taking advantage, which you’ve been known all that long? But the heat of being taken advantage is getting more and more intolerable.
At every turn, regard with commitment and responsibility, you let yourself being taken advantage all a long the way, while hoping you can muster all your strength to fight back the wickedness hidden beneath the imposture faces. The thought of transforming to be selfish is appeared as much as a impossibility to be accomplished. That’s the truth of you. Don’t try to change yourself to be someone you are not if it’s for worst. Remain being what you can be in your right way.
But you found yourself keep thinking a lot and turned it over and over in your head about the things you’ve given up just to be here, the choice you made and must be continued to make, based upon the unavoidable circumstance including with the promise of selflessness.
Above all, there’s something to be said about not looking back and having no regrets with the path you wanted is not being taken. While being on a current shot, You give up the hope you’ve been given million times and all the possibility of chances which has been promised to give. That’s not worth to wait. Keep walking on a path you are walking, which mean keep being someone who can be taken advantage, and ones who took it from you, thinking you are just stupid. And you are. You really are!
2 comments:
Yes, take ur sword and fight back fear. But please my sweetheart, don't change ur goodness, don't do that to yourself. Don't be a doormat for somebody else.
They just know how to wipe and wipe and wipe their dirty feet off on you. Say NO and mean it, if you think you should. Life's yours!
Thank you my dear!
But so how if I don't have sword to fight back?
I think I'm slowly changing to be someone I would hate for the rest of life!
But I'm trying to back on my track!
Thank so much for your concern sweetie!
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